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[Dec. 1st, 2008|07:41 pm] |
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im back for a lil update. in the midst of the exam period now. till date, i'd completed 3 papers out of the 5, and out of the 3 papers, i think i screw 2 of them up. lol. thats kinda bad. today's paper was the one that made it out of the 3. eerrr, hopefully? :DD
im feeling so exhausted now. hadnt sleep for more than 24 hours already. i think im quite a survivor for sleepless nights. hahhahaah. on a side note, life's been good. just the mental stress from the damn papers and the so-near-yet-so-far post exam progs. cant wait! gonna kayak this thur, wakeboard this fri and paintball this year end. oh my goodness!! totally anticipating! not to mention the dance classes, drums lessons, hotel party, sleep-overs, house parties, christmas bbq and meeting up with sec sch friends etc etc. im feeling the excitement now already. hahhahaha. two more papers and thats it! damn.
alright. i need to take a power nap. so damn tired.
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[Nov. 4th, 2008|12:07 am] |
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[Oct. 28th, 2008|11:43 pm] |
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shall update a lil. (:
was totally dead when i hit my bed last night. to the extent where no phone call or sms can wake me up or even disrupt my sleep. hahhaha. yeah it is THAT bad, taking into account that im actually considered a light sleeper. hur hur. skipping a day's rest is totally not a wise move. and so... i only managed to really crawl out of my bed promxi 30 past 2 but the sleep was a good one. hahahaa. its one of the few times i can sleep this well. maybe i should tire myself more to sleep better. hahhahaa.
rest of the day was spent at leisure park with the gang. chingay vyon kc and hj. and we're not there to play or relax, we were there for project. so hardworking! hhahaa. but its great time spent! (((: we had kfc and starbucks coffee. lol. and yeah i know, im like asking for it? with sucha sexy voice now im still turning to all these junk. hahhaha. bcs of this voice, i was referred to a boy and a new one today, some sort of cartoon character. well well. its okay. its funny in some ways. ahhahaa. and my mom has this weird thinking. she worries it will be my permanent voice from then on. so cute. but its kinda sweet to know that friends are more concern abt this than me. thank you people (:
alright. i better turn in soon. i wanna be on time for tutorial tmr. heh heh heh. ahh and my knees hurt. the two huge irritating bruises. machiam like birth marks. ahh nvm! and im hungry. wth. i shall go eat something.
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[Oct. 20th, 2008|11:04 pm] |
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just got home not long. went over to crash ashl's and flor's pbf lecture then head down town together after my marketing tutorial. its been quite some time since we last hung out. really miss those times where we just meet up for nothing and to do nothing. plain companionship was already love. so today was great! we walked around town and to different boutiques to check out this season's clothing. but sadly, there isnt much this season. all were pretty much like hey-i-saw-people-wearing-this-last-season or hey-i-saw-people-wearing-this-last-last-last-season. or it would be that the new designs are like kinda messed-up? or perhaps its just me. maybe they just dont fit what im looking for. hahhahahhaa. but a few jackets did managed to capture my attention. i wonder whats up with jackets and me. i had been building on jackets in my wardrobe as though singapore experiences four seasons like other countries. i had this oh-im-so-gonnna-get-that when my eyes lay onto those jackets. each from majority of the boutiques we walked in. im thinking to go with pull-overs or hoodies. i dont own any pull-overs yet and this pull-over is kinda cute. got this cookie monster at the front. hahhahahha. just make me fall for the jacket JUST LIKE THIS. well, hoodies have always been my favourite kind of jacket. totally dig jackets with hoodies man! so cute yet so character-driven. hahhahahhaa. come to think about it, having both seems to be a better resolution. you know, like ill wear a pull-over today and a hoodie tmr. however, i ended up having none of any cause i thought perhaps i should save some money. so i ended up with only one purchase, which is a red hairband. and i bought it bcs its intended for studying purposes. so, its justified. hahhahahhaaa.
well anyways,
it was a good few hours time spent with my two lovelys. its great sharing 'how have we been' and 'what are we up to recently'. nothing beats this geniune more-than-just-a-friend relationship (((((: and its so heart-warming to know that they are loved by their darlings and babys. seeing them smiling from inside really makes me happy! :D esp ashley. hahhahaah. her eyes are gleaming with happiness and i could feel the joy in her heart as she talks about her boy. well, they are really sweet together :D as for florence, hers has always been the steady-bom-bi-bi relationship with hippo. hhhahahhaahaa. old couple alr. heh heh heh heh.
so... its been a really great day today. i enjoyed myself totally and had depleted the last bit of my energy to update an entry. i guess ill most probably knock out at the count of 3 and where the counting starts and goes "3!". taking into account that its now 1215am, i'd been awake for the past 34 hours and 15 mins. that was somewhat impressive isnt it? i swear this is no easy shit. my eyes are now 3/4 shut. im so gonna crash.
alright. i need sleep badly. i'd been showing symptoms of a proven change in my body. and its worrying me big time. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . its clinically proven that im gradually developing some resemblance to a china panda. the dark rings are the best evidence. so good night humans. i, need my beauty sleep now. ciao! |
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[Oct. 16th, 2008|11:49 pm] |
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had been a really long time since my last entry. caught up with the piling tutorials and projects. cant seem to lean back and to relax for a single while. the mind's constantly occupied with stuff. school, friends and other personal matters.
so tired. hahahha.
alright. just a short entry to prove that im still alive. gonna die soon enough. hahhaha. such a nice joke played on by me. nvm just ignore me. i cant think now. tired.
oh and i had decided on a new journal address. sms or pm me to know the address. wouldnt be anytime soon though, its greatly dependent on the available time to create a new one.
alrights. takecare till then. byebye. |
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[Oct. 5th, 2008|06:59 am] |
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ignore me.
i will post pics soon enough. hahhhaa. im gonna go to bed real soon. its 7.30am now and in another 3 hours' time i needa wake up for the family breakfast. and i have not turn in. yeah so see the link?? :D
but before that,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! i i i i i i i i LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP DOWN DOWN MANY MANY!! i hope you enjoyed all the surprises we'd planned for you, including the one later on. heh heh heh. its so good to see your smile and your tears of joy. but dont tear lah, cause cause cause you're definately worth all the things we did for you!!! (((: thank you mommy! for being sucha awesome mom to me and being the most most awesome-est mom in the world! give me few more years, im sure ill be able to let you enjoy WHATEVER you want in your life. :D with me around, nothing will go wrong! even if im not, ill still make sure things go smooth and you to get only the best. heh heh. you may not came across this cause you're unaware of my blog, but im still saying all these cause i wanna pen all these down to let you know how much you mean to me. i love you mommy!
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[Oct. 4th, 2008|05:13 am] |
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its 45 mins to daybreak and im here waiting for my hair to dry so that i can go have my many hours of sleep just cause its a sat tmr baby! YAY! had been suffering from the inadequate amount of sleeping hours everyday and i think the effect kicks in only today cause i actually almost fell aslp during law tutorial. hhahhaa. its time to tune back the body sys timing! though i was always known for being late for lessons, but i have never slept during classes no matter how tired i am. and i almost break my virginity on this today. no kidding matter. must get it tuned back in time for next week! well anyways sch's been manageable for me this week perhaps its the only-three days of sch effect. lol. hmm actually i think im pretty lucky to have tuesday to be an officially off day for me in the first sem ((: and im gg tanning on this coming one! heh heh heh heh. im like so fair?
now my eyes are like telling me that i should go catch a good rest after a long week. and i think i should too. hahhhahha.
i just got some photos from sarah and some of mine that's a lil overdue. shall upload them when i have the time! maybeeeee tmr? :D
aight! night pple!
can i say that im loved in this way? (: |
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[Sep. 27th, 2008|03:08 pm] |
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| | good | ] | holidays coming to an end soon. i havent had enough fun yet. sigh. so gonna be slap back to reality in few days' time. but meanwhile, i shall indulge myself with the fact that its still holidays! :D
right. so past few days were pretty fun. had my mno video shoot. heh heh. no one expect us to finish only at 11pm. what more is that we still have few scenes to take. but well, i think our group did an awesome job alrdy! with superhyper members and comical ones. heh heh heh. we end up having many ngs and i think i made the most ngs cause of the outfit of a certain role. gawd! thinking back now can still make me laugh till sides hurt. hahhahaha. and i actually changed into that outfit to cheer my members up! hahaha. shall post the retro hip mama photo once my friend send me. ((((: but oh well, i love my group! cheers!
thursday was the isetan private member sales. isetan was horribly crowded and you have to squeeze your way through just to get to the other side of the mall. lucky me had got my stuff reserved two days back! heh heh. yeah im kiasu but i benefit from it. hahhahhhah. busted like 200 plus bucks just on 2 tops. gonna save up for the rest of the month or months. but my heart still itching for the ralph polo. thinking whether to go for another piece of it in US. and id gotten myself another agnes b long sleeve top. im sure they're like launching new designs out soon. gonna save up for dec isetan members' sale again. till then, i better save up and start preparing lunchbox to bring to sch. lol.
aight. and yesterday, i had a crazy night. dbl o with friends. and friends bring friends. then later make friends with people beside our table. so end up, the group became bigger and bigger with more and more booze. other than celebrating for two birthday babies, yesterday was also a mini gathering among friends who hadnt been meeting up for ages!! im so happy to see them! heh. considering that dbl o has really cheap liquor, all of them were back from the bar with like 4 jugs per person? it was mad, seriously. so we have a couple of 5 10 rounds. and blame it on my luck or smt, i kept on losing. till now, i still suspect thats fraud within the group! hahahhha. i think making me drunk is what all of them wanted. bitches! so we had like tequilla, vokda, dry jin and some other. and towards the middle of the night, they came back with a tray of tequilla shots. that was seriously madness! but i managed to escape from that. hahahhah. everyone was at least high and majority were drunk. i was one of them that was gone, but im still conscious of whats gg around, so it isnt that bad afterall. some of them were supported out of the club. everyone went opp dbl o and start the puking ceremony. one after one. to call it a blessing or what, i only managed to puke out my gastric juice because i hadnt had anything before i went down. it aint a good feeling. all of them urge me to puke so that ill feel alot better, partly bcs they hadnt seen me puke bcs of liquor before. see, told you they were bitches. lol. not long, i was 60% knocked out. leaning against my friend and was near to falling in deep sleep. i couldnt stand stationary after i woke up. i have to lean on something or someone at any time. good thing is cabs are everywhere. so of the 4 who were in the cab, 2 were obviously gone, 1 was so high like the sky high, and 1 was completely sober. funny thing is the sober one alights first. for me, im lucky enough bcs the sky high one still managed to send me to my door step before the liquor hit him further. so meanwhile, the super drunk one is waiting in the cab. hhahahha. was so gone that i crash onto the bed straight after washing up, regardless of whether my hair is dry or no. woke up today just to feel the aftermath. got up and sit on my bed for a while before i start my day. feel so much better after my instant noodles. the night was really crazy but it was a good catch up with friends. but i'd made it clear, no more booze next time. simple dinner and perhaps a movie after. hahahhahh.
aight aight. shall go pack up my stuff and get ready for gong's 20th later. bbq party with no booze i hope. ((((:
i still reek of alcohol when i burp. thats disgusting.
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[Sep. 23rd, 2008|01:55 am] |
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anyways
bursary ceremony cum dinner went pretty smooth just now. i was seated at the vvip table with nus dean, president and past president of the nus alumni group. its really my pleasure. heh. they are really nice people! (: before the ceremony, i thought its gonna be so formal and serious. but it turned out to be formal but its lively and not pressurizing at all!(((: though in the room there are dean, vice-dean and other important guests, but the mood is light-hearted and warm. before i gave my speech, the president, nus dean, past president of alumni encourage me and gave me the confidence that im lacking, gave me all the courage that i need. and when i walked up to give my speech, i was greeted with many smiles and the affirmity to my delivery of speech. i was really at ease when i deliver the speech across. im glad everyone's pleased with my speech. esp the additional part that wasnt drafted in my copy of the speech. it was impromtu and bcs its requested by one of the alumni member, i raked up my courage and speak out, for the first time, infront of 70 people, a paragraph which i didnt prepare beforehand. i wouldnt say i wasnt nervous at all. in fact, i was very nervous that i can feel my teeth gritting against each other. but well, im so happy that everything went well. everything is smooth except that i didnt get to finish my main course cause i was called up for the award presentation. and later i missed out my hot tea and the obviously-is-delicious desert. damn. the desert looks really tempting. there's like a chocolate stick placed in the cold and tender mango and kiwi jelly. i was eye-ing at the desert all the while, but the waitress cleared it before i can eat it. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but nvm. cause in exchange, i got myself many namecards of big companies and from many successful nice bosses. (((((:
to conclude, tonight was totally worthwhile. the advices from the alumni members are inspirational. at the thought of it, i can still smile and tell myself how lucky am i to be able to meet them, to be able to sit at the same table and have dinner with them. im really thankful. after tonight's dinner, i was further spurred on and encouraged to do better in life. :D
aight. there will be it. waking up early to do my essay. nights!
you're hurting me now. and you're leaving me to think if leaving you is really what you wanted.
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